I'm Alive

Well I am writing again. Lots of things happened to me.

My father died, I completed my internship, I was hospitalized etc but I am trying not to think about the bad things.

Anyways I am going back to Penang in a few hours time!

I have actually sort of given up writing on this blog but I just randomly accessed it and someone in Chinese characters wrote saying that he liked my blog. Thank you so much! It gave me the will to write more rubbish haha.

Well this Valentines Day, is also Chinese New Year. It is the time where everyone wears new clothes and children get red packets and stuff. I enjoy it and celebrate it of course cos most of my family members are Chinese.

Well I am graduating soon and I totally need a job. It's so hard as a foreigner to get a job here. If only I am treated fairly.

Quelqu'un M'a Dit

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses.
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux

Secret Wish

As selfish as I might sound, sometimes when I'm on the plane, I wish that it would crash or explode etc and I die in it instantly

I'm Coming Home!

I'm gonna be back in Penang very soon! I'm so excited and everything. Oh the beach and stuff. I miss home and the people and the food.

This time I am gonna be home for a much longer time! I got an internship placement there so I'll be in Penang for 3 months! Wohoooo

Fragen ueber Liebe

Was ist liebe?

Warum suchen wir immer auf liebe?

Warum sagen wir "Ich liebe dich" obwohl manchmal das nicht wahr ist?

Sind mensch immer so liebe suechtig?

Kann man ohne liebe leben?

Brauchen wir eigentlich liebe?

Warum suche ich auf liebe? Der suche nach liebe ist immer so schwer und kompliziert. Warum ist liebe so schwer zu finden?

Ich verstehe ueberhaupt nicht aber ich weiss das ich suche immer noch auf liebe.

Christian The Lion

I've always found this clip so beautiful

Finals

I'm having my finals right now until next friday, totally crucial. I really hope I pass everything. This time I will be contented with just a pass for all of my subjects.

Good luck to me

Threesome

I watched a movie and I think it's really worth watching. I think films that are not so commercialized or non-Hollywood films are worth watching cos they take on a different perspective.

The title is called Threesome.

It's about 3 roommates. Eddy and Stuart share two-thirds of a dormitory suite. Due to bureaucratic error, a woman named Alex is added to their room. At first, relations among the three are tense. Soon, however, Alex falls for Eddy, and Stuart lusts after Alex. Eddy comes to realize not only that he's gay, but that he's attracted to Stuart. The three pledge not to act on any romantic (or lustful) feelings with each other, and become close friends . . . while bottling up a lot of sexual tension. Starring Lara Flynn Boyle, Josh Charles, and Stephen Baldwin.

Here's Part 2 cos part 1's audio has been removed due to copyright. The other parts are there.


These are the quotes which I really liked and noticed when I watched this film:-


"A man is happy when he has both work and love"

"It's kinda pointless isn't it? Putting on clothes when I just wanna take em off"

"I like females, but I just don't wanna have sex with them"

"I have nothing against homos. Look, you are what you are right?"

"How can I be tired of this sex thing if I haven't had any sex?"

"You're a closeted heterosexual!"

"2's a company, 3's pathetic"

"You just can't cut your pee pee off, you just can't let it run your life"

"Solitude brought out the worst in me, it gave me time to brute over the nature of things"

"I wonder how some people can be such a necessary part of one's life one day and simply vanish the next. Isn't it suppose to last?"

"My college experience wasn't what I planned, it bore no resemblance to the pictures on the brochure"

"It's kinda like when you go on a vacation, you plan everything out, but then one day you make a wrong turn or take a detour and you end up in some crazy place you can't even find on the map, doing something you'll never thought you'd do. Maybe you feel a little lost for what's happening but later you realise that it's the best part of the whole trip."

Different

This is about how the world is gonna be like when it's the extreme opposite. Everyday hundreds or thousands of homosexuals face discrimination, they are being beaten, insulted, shunned by society, killed or in certain cases, are facing a death sentence just because they are homosexuals which carries a death penalty in their country.

Homosexuals exist since like forever and just because we are minorities, we should not be discriminated, put yourself in his/her shoes before doing anything bad to him/her cos if you were different, you would not want the same thing to happen to you if you were to be a minority. Be civilised!

The title of this short film is Different and it is the winner of the Grand Jury Prize for Student Film in the 2004 edition of the Rhode Island Film Festival.

Enjoy

LAME

I read this news on fridae.com:-

Malaysian doctor links masturbation and gay sex to H1N1 flu

by News Editor

When asked to clarify, Malaysia’s Health Ministry Director General refused to comment on the accuracy of the news report carried by the government's official news agency Bernama News which reported that while heterosexual sex acts are safe, masturbation and homosexual activities could make one susceptible to the H1N1 virus.

Malaysia’s state-run Bernama News reported last week that “avoiding masturbation and homosexual activities are among preventive measures one could take against Influenza A (H1N1).”

The report quoted “an eminent practitioner of complimentary therapy” Dr. V. M. Palaniappan, the author of several books including 'Ecological Healing System'. Dr Palaniappan is reportedly a former associate professor of ecology at Universiti Malaya.

Quoting Dr Palaniappan, the news report goes on to explain that masturbation and homosexual activities causes the body to “develop friction heat which in turn, produced acid and made the body hyperacidised.”

"Thus, the body becomes an easy target for H1N1 infection," he told Bernama, emphasising however, that normal sexual union between members of the opposite sex was absolutely safe.

He also recommends the consumption of alkaline food and drinks such as coconut water that could neutralise excess acid in the body and could be used as an herbal medicine for the prevention of H1N1.

The report did not contain any other information about the H1N1 virus or other precautions to minimise the risks of contracting the virus.

Several days later, when asked to comment about the accuracy of the report in Bernama News, Health Ministry Director General Tan Sri Dr Ismail Merican reportedly refused to comment on the article.

Ismail told the reporter from The Sun: “That is an article. If you read an article and you digest it, whether you believe it or not, it’s up to you. There was no mention of the ministry of health. I wouldn’t want to comment on that article. Pandai-pandailah (use your discretion)."

What a fucking lame piece of thing. He must be mentally unsound or something. So much anger

Here's the link