Knick Knacks

I am already back in Penang since 12th of March. I did this and that and this and that but it was all nice cos I am doing it with my family members and close friends.

Wonderful apartment stay with Joel and the girls, Earth Hour with family, breakfast with Ga, AFS dinner with Az and Yna, many more.

The bad thing is that I have been sleeping at 3 or 4 or even 5 am every single day or no sleep at all.

Oh the food, the sea, the beach and the people. Such a wonderful place. It is my little heaven and also hell, happiness and also sadness, insanity and also sanity haha.

Lately the weather is being a bitch......

Collide

I was in the car to Gurney Plaza, as usual I am sitting at the back seat. Just doing my usual things, staring out of the window to enjoy my ride.

I noticed someone, which is rare cos I don't look at people unless they look familiar. This guy caught my attention cos he was walking the opposite direction and he has been staring at me the whole time, so I stared back and our eyes locked for that 5 seconds...... I know if I was walking and alone, we would start talking. When my eyes met his, I smiled, I do not know why, but I smiled, so did he but then he saw that my parents was in the car, he just continue staring.

All I know is that he is wearing a black shirt and black pants and carrying a knapsack. I kept on thinking of him. This is somehow a very funny kind of attraction, cos I do not feel all sexual kind of attraction.

Well, I'll be leaving Penang on Wednesday morning, I am not exactly sure if I will see him again in my whole life, but I will hold on to this funny/weird memory. Maybe someday, maybe never, who knows?

Somehow I am missing Penang already....

Ewwzors

I do not like the new facebook layout at all AND please stop raining and being so hot when it is not raining. Weather has been extreme and I do not wanna fall sick.

PS: I am back in Penang :)

You Cannot Love Me

No, you are not allowed to love me. I love you but it will not happen.

Lots of love

Cos I'm Leaving.....

So I will be flying back to Penang :) I am so happy. Oh my home sweet home. Amidst all of the shit that is happening in my country, I still think that my country is very much well off than most countries and I will always be proud of my country (Do I sound like a nationalist? :P)

My exam results are out today. It is not that good but I am just happy to pass due the the reason that I was having so much stress with housing and I did not have time to study.

So this is my results:

Managerial Accounting and Finance- C+
Communication Skills 2 (Middle Eastern Business Etiquette)- B+
Distribution Center Management- B
Materials Management- C+
Understanding Theatre- B

Well grades are not good but I am contented :)

I'll be heading off to my backpacking trip on the 1st of April. Can't wait, hope everything goes well

Memories

Have you ever found your really old diary that reminds you of what you've done and stuff?

Well I was trying to find a book to write and I stumbled upon my diary when I was in Germany. I couldn't resist but to open and read it. I read the whole thing. I have to admit, I regretted not writing much but most of the things which I wrote brings back such strong memories and I was stunned for like a long time after finish reading it.

I am not a good writer and I am not the person who likes to write but I like to scribble haha. I wrote every single crap that happened. Note, only crap which means all those ups and downs. I still remember that I have an old blog which is like sort of my coming out blog. It is so gay and shit haha.

Personally, I think when we read back bout stuff, bad or good, happy or sad, we cherished the moment and it gives a strong impact on us in one way or the other.

Imagine me reading the diary again when I am 30 years old, I think I would be full of tears