Hae!?

I finished my exams and am packing my bags, gonna fly to Kuala Lumpur in a few hours time :)

Exams was ok I guess, I hope for the best.

Went to children's home after lunch and it was so touching, I like children cos I have a soft spot for them. I am gonna volunteer in this house after coming back.

Kuala Lumpur, here I come!

Who's in KL?

Exams, Holiday

I am having my mid semester exams now and I am online blogging and doing whatever in facebook except studying.

It's 1.10 am in the morning, argh internet is ruling my life.

I can't wait for Saturday! I will be flying off to Kuala Lumpur for awhile, then off to home sweet home in Penang :)

What should I do in Kuala Lumpur? Where should I go? Will I meet someone? Who knows?

I will be taking this paper called Distribution Center Management, I know yawnnnn but it is part of my module. I have been staring at the same page for ages, totally boring kinda stuff and worst of all it's an online subject but it's an exam based subject. Triple killer, number 1 I could not rebothered to do my lecture online and number 2 when I do not attend lectures and do the tutorials I did not learn anything! Number 3! It's an exam based subject.

I will be spending Christmas at home, can't wait for the holidays. I wanna see all my family and friends, I miss them so much.

Will be flying back to Singapore on the 28th early in the morning..... See ya!

I Need Answers

How do you know when you like someone?

Love kind of like but too early to be love and not some stupid crush.

And how do you know if that someone feels the same?

Foolish

I should have went

I thought there wasn't anything when you stopped writing

I am foolish

I should have followed my heart

I would rewind time if I knew you were waiting for me and expecting to see me there

Replacement

Sometimes I feel lonely over here, although I have friends but nothing beats family and close ol' friends.

There is this feeling that I miss the most, the homely feeling. But I have always had a solution, when I miss home so much, I'll just go to Ikea, it has so many things that makes me feel so connected, cos it focuses on home design and blah blah. I could just spend the whole day in Ikea, end up buying stuff I don't need BUT still feel happy.

I am not promoting Ikea but I just like Ikea.

I love the food there, it's kinda nice.

So today my classmates and I decided to go to Ikea for lunch, after lunch and all the talking we sort of raided Ikea, pretended like we are a family and we were trying out bedrooms and all those stuff.

I bought some stuff and chocolates, I wanted to buy the fish roe cream and crab cream or whatever it's called but I had to many bags to carry so I did not buy. I just ate the chocolates, it is great but I think I ate too much, this is what happens when I have chocolate, I will just eat it non stop cos my love for chocolate is quite strong ..

Thank godness I live quite near Ikea :)

Maniacs

There are many reasons why I can't stand most males.

Chauvinists- This is self explanatory

Horny tarts, they do not even know my name or where I live or any other information, they started asking for sex and say they would like to give me pleasure. Do you even know what pleasure means to me? The answer is definitely not sex, I am not some typical horny ass male or homo.

One track mind/inflexible, totally can't stand it. Always thinking that the world is flat and not round........

Strong sense of competition, NOT everything is a competition! It is ok to loose or to be wrong at times, you are after all, human. If you loose or know that you are wrong, it is MANLY to apologize if you are wrong and congratulate the winner, not throwing tantrum like a little boy. Having that "thingy" dangling down there does not mean you have a gold medal hanging around your neck.

HUGE ego, can't stand it at all! I am not gonna stroke your ego everyday or every other day AND not gonna inflate it. Am also not gonna belittle myself to make you feel good. Insulting the other gender or other people is not gonna make u more superior, it makes you a loser!

Any stuff to add? Leave it in the comments section :)

Winner Loser

So I met this guy with a friend. I totally knew it that this guy would like my friend more cos he is the typical gay guy in Asia, slim, young, short, hairless and etc. I am neither, except being a little on the short side and maybe young.

As usual I have no expectations, I just talked to this guy, seems like that guy and I talked a lot. But I knew that he was more interested in my friend. The way he looks at him and stuff, whatever...

So I told my friend, I bet he likes you a lot and he wants to date you and my friend told me yes. So I won a bet, but nothing and this guy was clearly not interested in my, I am not surprised....

2nd, another friend told me to add these 2 guys on facebook, so I told her that I bet they would accept me, at least one of them, cos I think of of the guys are hot but the one which I think is not hot added me, but I still won the bet. So bet 2, won.

Well I guess if I would like to stay in Asia and be in the gay world at the same time, I have to be slim and hairless aka smooth. I am neither so I am loosing out, sad huh? Well whatever, if it's gonna be that shallow, I am not gonna change it and I am not gonna change me.

Stereotypical life this world has. Whatever, world......