Some stuff which I put to remind myself or short notes bout myself:
I am representing school for Supply Chain Asia Forum but the school did not inform me. The director for the event did.... weird
I need to pay school fees by 25 June
I need to clear room
Meet up with Marc for jogging and coffee
Meet Sacha for coffee
Send Robert to the airport
Do the laundry
Projects and assignments: Design in Culture, Basics of Entrepreneurship, Purchasing Principles and Practices, Logistics and Supply Chain Management.
I wanna eat sushi
I need to exercise
I need to have normal sleep
Iron clothes
So from now on if I have short notices I'll just post it as a title and with like short notes. Well it's my blog, so I'll do whatever I want....
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Festival Fantasia
Well it's Singapore Arts Festival 2008 and I went for Festival Fantasia just now.
Oh, did I told you that I have not slept since 2 days ago? Cos I was in Mc Donalds talking to a German friend with his oh so complicated boyfriend for 15 hours! We drank so much coffee, ate so much and stuff.
Ok anyways I was all sleepy and tired but I went for this Festival Fantasia. It's actually an orchestra playing and stuff and there were several solo ones with the orchestra. If you do not get me, it's fine cos I'm too tired after not sleeping for so long. So it was like for 3 hours and was really nice. I actually like the violin players, flutes and cello.
It's really amazing what music can mean and I think I am going to like this kind of music. Is this called classical music? Well I dun care, but I think it is very defined and great! But the guy who apparently won a million awards for playing the piano made several mistakes and he was not good at all! Only the last song cos it's his best song and his personal song I think. That guy's name is Wenyu Shen, apparently really talented and stuff, I think it's just some marketing gimmick. And Tee Khoon Tang were another solo performer or featured performer in this concert thingy and everyone thought she had a period or she just wanted to rape the violin. She was ok I think but for professionals she suck. Whatever folks...
I think this kind of concert makes me very sane and not to mention sleepy :P Nitey nite
Oh, did I told you that I have not slept since 2 days ago? Cos I was in Mc Donalds talking to a German friend with his oh so complicated boyfriend for 15 hours! We drank so much coffee, ate so much and stuff.
Ok anyways I was all sleepy and tired but I went for this Festival Fantasia. It's actually an orchestra playing and stuff and there were several solo ones with the orchestra. If you do not get me, it's fine cos I'm too tired after not sleeping for so long. So it was like for 3 hours and was really nice. I actually like the violin players, flutes and cello.
It's really amazing what music can mean and I think I am going to like this kind of music. Is this called classical music? Well I dun care, but I think it is very defined and great! But the guy who apparently won a million awards for playing the piano made several mistakes and he was not good at all! Only the last song cos it's his best song and his personal song I think. That guy's name is Wenyu Shen, apparently really talented and stuff, I think it's just some marketing gimmick. And Tee Khoon Tang were another solo performer or featured performer in this concert thingy and everyone thought she had a period or she just wanted to rape the violin. She was ok I think but for professionals she suck. Whatever folks...
I think this kind of concert makes me very sane and not to mention sleepy :P Nitey nite
Friday, June 13, 2008
Discrimination IN My OWN Country!
I have been longing to write this VERY long ago and finally I found some time to write this. I am seriously against the government, well it's not like I am a terrorist or something but I just disagree with the policies and everything else
Why do we have a political party which is so split? It's like at the end of the day we get most of our ministers from UMNO cos of the racial 'balance'. What is with MCA or MIC? Why can't they merge and call BARISAN NASIONAL?
What does it mean when we have so many sub-parties in there? Trying to lurk racism? Just put aside differences and abolish this stupid UMNO MCA and MIC, it does not make life easier having these 3 parties but it would make life better if it were to only be Barisan Nasional. Can't they just choose capable people?
We are all born in Malaysia for God's sake, which means we are Malaysians! Now we have crappy ministers and the shit goes on.
Not to mention we fell in our corruption ranking? Hello? We are getting more and more corrupted, so much for being proud of my country. Stop corruption! Our soldiers are the best paid in South-East Asia, that's right! And ministers? WTF the wrong with you all? HA? You guys get like a high pay every month and you guys want more money? Try to hide it up by blaming others? So where are the morale in our society? You guys are trying to teach us to be good people in Moral Studies, hey set an example. Don't think the rest are ignorant towards it ok. Educated people would know what is happening and it does not take a genius to know it!
The government waste so much money on nothing! Hello how much have u guys spent on public transport? Hah? Increase the petrol price, but IMPROVE the freaking public transport, seriously! Waiting for a bus to come for like 2 hours is not fun!
Hey ministers, try taking the public transport for 1 day and u guys will pee in your pants. We spent like billions on public transport and shit, yeah ok say 1 billion and I guess a few million will go into someone's pocket, that's for sure! Corruption!
Malaysia Truly Asia? Hello? Yeah showing that Asia is very corrupted and racist? So truly Asia! It should now be Malaysia Truly Racist and Corrupted! ARGH.
I am so proud of my own country but I am not afraid to point out the flaws. So trying to be like Singapore covering up all the flaws? Well yeah Singapore is so fokken small so they can but Malaysia, you can't! Why cover up the flaws? It is not gonna make u any better, just face the truth that the government SUCKS!
People are suffering and want a better government ok! We want peace and harmony not some racist country which discriminates their own people! We want effective and efficient public transport! We want a pay rise due to inflation! We want security, not a country full of crime! We hate illegal immigrants that come here to kill and steal and do crime!!!!!!!! We want immigration to be fair. We want a balanced society and no racial lines! Ok? Got it?
Ministers acting are like children seriously and refuse to take responsibility! Even a child might be smarter than them. Why be so corrupted? Isn't this selfish? Police are corrupted as well and are with the ministers in stealing the citizen's money. Hey asswipes we pay you guys ok and yet we have no freaking rights and live by racial lines? At the end of the day it is our money! We should have a say!
This is one screwed up country, seriously either buck up or resign.
Verdammte scheissssssse!!!!! ARGH!
Why do we have a political party which is so split? It's like at the end of the day we get most of our ministers from UMNO cos of the racial 'balance'. What is with MCA or MIC? Why can't they merge and call BARISAN NASIONAL?
What does it mean when we have so many sub-parties in there? Trying to lurk racism? Just put aside differences and abolish this stupid UMNO MCA and MIC, it does not make life easier having these 3 parties but it would make life better if it were to only be Barisan Nasional. Can't they just choose capable people?
We are all born in Malaysia for God's sake, which means we are Malaysians! Now we have crappy ministers and the shit goes on.
Not to mention we fell in our corruption ranking? Hello? We are getting more and more corrupted, so much for being proud of my country. Stop corruption! Our soldiers are the best paid in South-East Asia, that's right! And ministers? WTF the wrong with you all? HA? You guys get like a high pay every month and you guys want more money? Try to hide it up by blaming others? So where are the morale in our society? You guys are trying to teach us to be good people in Moral Studies, hey set an example. Don't think the rest are ignorant towards it ok. Educated people would know what is happening and it does not take a genius to know it!
The government waste so much money on nothing! Hello how much have u guys spent on public transport? Hah? Increase the petrol price, but IMPROVE the freaking public transport, seriously! Waiting for a bus to come for like 2 hours is not fun!
Hey ministers, try taking the public transport for 1 day and u guys will pee in your pants. We spent like billions on public transport and shit, yeah ok say 1 billion and I guess a few million will go into someone's pocket, that's for sure! Corruption!
Malaysia Truly Asia? Hello? Yeah showing that Asia is very corrupted and racist? So truly Asia! It should now be Malaysia Truly Racist and Corrupted! ARGH.
I am so proud of my own country but I am not afraid to point out the flaws. So trying to be like Singapore covering up all the flaws? Well yeah Singapore is so fokken small so they can but Malaysia, you can't! Why cover up the flaws? It is not gonna make u any better, just face the truth that the government SUCKS!
People are suffering and want a better government ok! We want peace and harmony not some racist country which discriminates their own people! We want effective and efficient public transport! We want a pay rise due to inflation! We want security, not a country full of crime! We hate illegal immigrants that come here to kill and steal and do crime!!!!!!!! We want immigration to be fair. We want a balanced society and no racial lines! Ok? Got it?
Ministers acting are like children seriously and refuse to take responsibility! Even a child might be smarter than them. Why be so corrupted? Isn't this selfish? Police are corrupted as well and are with the ministers in stealing the citizen's money. Hey asswipes we pay you guys ok and yet we have no freaking rights and live by racial lines? At the end of the day it is our money! We should have a say!
This is one screwed up country, seriously either buck up or resign.
Verdammte scheissssssse!!!!! ARGH!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Money and Matters
I need and might have to get a part time job. I do not know why, I just feel like I need to.
Maybe cos I have been pay all these down payment for a new internet line and my deposit refund from the old internet will come only a few months later.
My friend lost his wallet so I lent him some money.
When I went grocery shopping with Jamie, I had to pay her stuff cos she forgot to bring her wallet.
Steph owes me some money too cos we went to the restaurant and she did not have enough money to pay. Or I think I lent her some money when her mother took all of her money.
I paid my flight tickets so yeah.
I am trying very hard to forget Nash after all he did to me, but he popped in my mind again and I am so depressed. I still can't believe he did this to me. He asked me a few weeks ago, would I go back to him if he said he wanted me back. My heart answered yes but my mind told me I should not be foolish again. I did not answer the question. Kuhen told me to delete him and do not talk to him. I did. I wanted to view his profile today cos I miss him so much. But what's the use? It's not like he will ever love me with all his heart. He is getting married soon.....
Maybe cos I have been pay all these down payment for a new internet line and my deposit refund from the old internet will come only a few months later.
My friend lost his wallet so I lent him some money.
When I went grocery shopping with Jamie, I had to pay her stuff cos she forgot to bring her wallet.
Steph owes me some money too cos we went to the restaurant and she did not have enough money to pay. Or I think I lent her some money when her mother took all of her money.
I paid my flight tickets so yeah.
I am trying very hard to forget Nash after all he did to me, but he popped in my mind again and I am so depressed. I still can't believe he did this to me. He asked me a few weeks ago, would I go back to him if he said he wanted me back. My heart answered yes but my mind told me I should not be foolish again. I did not answer the question. Kuhen told me to delete him and do not talk to him. I did. I wanted to view his profile today cos I miss him so much. But what's the use? It's not like he will ever love me with all his heart. He is getting married soon.....
Tickets
I am going back in September, so I have booked my tickets cos I found out that the tickets are gonna sell out soon and I would not pay ass-high prices from just a 1 hour 20 minutes flight. So I'll be back home, Penang from 15th of September until 17th October. Gawd, I miss home....
Timetable
I'll be having my mid semester tests starting Monday until Friday.
I have to study hard cos I have not started.
I am having this weird feeling in my stomach it's like gastric or something.
I need to sleeping at the correct time.
From now on there will be a lot of all these one sentence stuff in my blog cos I feel it's more straight to the point and easier to read. It's a personal view anyways and I am just wondering if people actually read my blog.
I have to study hard cos I have not started.
I am having this weird feeling in my stomach it's like gastric or something.
I need to sleeping at the correct time.
From now on there will be a lot of all these one sentence stuff in my blog cos I feel it's more straight to the point and easier to read. It's a personal view anyways and I am just wondering if people actually read my blog.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Resentment
I may never understand what happened and why did it happen but all I know is I gave everything that I have or had.
I still could not understand why you gave it to another who didn't mean a thing
There were too many questions still unanswered but I do not wish to know it anymore.
I loved you more than ever, more than my own life.
It still hurts, badly.
Dumb and distorted by my own feelings.
Please get out of my mind.
I still could not understand why you gave it to another who didn't mean a thing
There were too many questions still unanswered but I do not wish to know it anymore.
I loved you more than ever, more than my own life.
It still hurts, badly.
Dumb and distorted by my own feelings.
Please get out of my mind.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Self-concious
I feel fat or rather I have been gaining weight from all these negative stress and laziness and eating too much fast food, they are so damn delicious I eat them on an average of once a day. it is so easy to just be lazy, I need some wheel power or maybe just do my studies or at most if I have so much time I should just get a part time job. Yeah whatever....
So I would need some help in loosing weight and I would like to loose at least 1kg per month. My goal is to loose maybe 7 kgs?
I am so tired and my lifestyle is VERY unhealthy, I have to admit it. I should start doing my tutorials and stuff rather than coming online and do crap.
Lame but true:-
Mr Slut is getting married to Mr Abusive, what a union.
People tend to use you when you are friendly and helpful, Jarrold you are a bitch.
Not all dragon boaters are hot, Jashawn you are also a bitch, your girlfriend is nice, just because I am not as fit as you, you are allowed to tease me.
Charmaine, stop picking on my manliness, you are not that much feminine yourself.
Ela and Aishah, stop being such arrogant little friends.
Raqin, don't be so stoned.
Bugari, you are so hot and you're in my project group for Purchasing, lucky moi :) Just please enter classes often
Cut the crap, bye.
So I would need some help in loosing weight and I would like to loose at least 1kg per month. My goal is to loose maybe 7 kgs?
I am so tired and my lifestyle is VERY unhealthy, I have to admit it. I should start doing my tutorials and stuff rather than coming online and do crap.
Lame but true:-
Mr Slut is getting married to Mr Abusive, what a union.
People tend to use you when you are friendly and helpful, Jarrold you are a bitch.
Not all dragon boaters are hot, Jashawn you are also a bitch, your girlfriend is nice, just because I am not as fit as you, you are allowed to tease me.
Charmaine, stop picking on my manliness, you are not that much feminine yourself.
Ela and Aishah, stop being such arrogant little friends.
Raqin, don't be so stoned.
Bugari, you are so hot and you're in my project group for Purchasing, lucky moi :) Just please enter classes often
Cut the crap, bye.
Argh Racism Revisited
My accounts teacher asked me why is my name 'weirdly' spelled. I told her cos it's a Portuguese name. She said you don't look Portuguese, I told her not all mixed blood people or Eurasians but I prefer the word mixed blood look more European. She said I am lying, I'm like WTF bitch what is your problem, do you wanna do a DNA test or what? I told her I am not lying and what would I get if I lie? Anyways some people called me filthy blood and stuff, do they think it is fun? Let's make fun of your race for a change. She asked me why do I have 2 names before my family name I told her cos it's my name! How dumb can a bitch get? She asked if I am from Malacca, the state which has the most Portuguese decedents in Malaysia, I said no I am from Penang and we have a significant number of people with Portuguese decedents too, she just gave me a very weird look and walk away.
Just take it and leave it. If you don't accept it, it's your problem not mine. The world is mixing now so take it. Verdammte schiesse
Just take it and leave it. If you don't accept it, it's your problem not mine. The world is mixing now so take it. Verdammte schiesse
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Can't get no love, no sacrifice
The 1st day you met me I thought things would not happen, we met each other more often and by the time we are together you have to leave the country due to your work.
I promised you I would wait for you no matter how long it will take. Our 3 months together is coming soon and it is only 98 more days until we meet each other.
I was looking forward to meeting you and picking you up in Bangkok, whatever it takes.
You came online today and broke my heart. You have to marry a girl due to your religion and culture. The marriage is not now but in about 5 years time.
You said you had no choice, everyone has a choice and I said no one can be perfect, you said you are trying to be perfect. Marrying a woman and denying yourself is not perfect.
You told me and cried on the phone last time when you were in Cape Town telling me you missed me so much and love me so much and hope that I would stay with you and continue waiting. I waited patiently.
Every second I think about you and I dream of you. I send you smses greeting you in the morning your time to let you know the distance is not gonna affect anything.
You just sent me a sms telling me that you do not deserve me cos my love for you is so pure and I should find another guy.
How can I find another guy when you are the one I love? You told me you can't have a gay relationship cos you're a bi. I am willing to accept you for who you are, and u told me u are trying to be normal or at least bi.
My question is, would you be happy with that? I cried my heart out for hours since your call. You just hang up. Being 'normal' does not make you happier.
Just because your culture tells you you have to marry a girl that you parents choose for you and you have to fulfill your religion by spreading the seeds? What a bunch of bullock!
If you have loved me the way you use to, things would happen but now you are suppressing your love and I keep on telling you I want you back although a lot of people think that I am dumb to say that cos they say you are just a waste of my time and money.
Yeah I have to admit I spent a lot of money on your by booking your hotels when you travel sometimes but I did that out of love and nothing else.
I have loved you in the past, I still love you now and I will continue loving you in the future. You chose your path and it is time for me to pick up the pieces and painfully move along. I love you, Nash and I miss you so much...... if only the life that you chose was not so complicated. Everyone has a choice.
When I asked you do you love me, you did not want to answer but broke to tears. Shouldn't I be the one who is so damn sad? I waited for you and gave you everything. I go to the temple which you brought me every week to ask the God to bless our relationship. You are unbelievable. It's only 97 more days
I promised you I would wait for you no matter how long it will take. Our 3 months together is coming soon and it is only 98 more days until we meet each other.
I was looking forward to meeting you and picking you up in Bangkok, whatever it takes.
You came online today and broke my heart. You have to marry a girl due to your religion and culture. The marriage is not now but in about 5 years time.
You said you had no choice, everyone has a choice and I said no one can be perfect, you said you are trying to be perfect. Marrying a woman and denying yourself is not perfect.
You told me and cried on the phone last time when you were in Cape Town telling me you missed me so much and love me so much and hope that I would stay with you and continue waiting. I waited patiently.
Every second I think about you and I dream of you. I send you smses greeting you in the morning your time to let you know the distance is not gonna affect anything.
You just sent me a sms telling me that you do not deserve me cos my love for you is so pure and I should find another guy.
How can I find another guy when you are the one I love? You told me you can't have a gay relationship cos you're a bi. I am willing to accept you for who you are, and u told me u are trying to be normal or at least bi.
My question is, would you be happy with that? I cried my heart out for hours since your call. You just hang up. Being 'normal' does not make you happier.
Just because your culture tells you you have to marry a girl that you parents choose for you and you have to fulfill your religion by spreading the seeds? What a bunch of bullock!
If you have loved me the way you use to, things would happen but now you are suppressing your love and I keep on telling you I want you back although a lot of people think that I am dumb to say that cos they say you are just a waste of my time and money.
Yeah I have to admit I spent a lot of money on your by booking your hotels when you travel sometimes but I did that out of love and nothing else.
I have loved you in the past, I still love you now and I will continue loving you in the future. You chose your path and it is time for me to pick up the pieces and painfully move along. I love you, Nash and I miss you so much...... if only the life that you chose was not so complicated. Everyone has a choice.
When I asked you do you love me, you did not want to answer but broke to tears. Shouldn't I be the one who is so damn sad? I waited for you and gave you everything. I go to the temple which you brought me every week to ask the God to bless our relationship. You are unbelievable. It's only 97 more days
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