Scandal-us 18SX

Ok if you can't take gay stuff or scandals or too critical bout this, DON'T read this post, it might just not be your thing.

Ok well I wanted to write this a very long time ago, it happened before I flew home, Penang.

Did I mention anything bout having a crush or more like lusting bout a particular guy from Penang who is now in Singapore? Ok whatever

Well ok I followed a couple of friends to a market called Pasar Ramadan cos they wanted to shop AND break fast over there. So while I was there I got to know this guy. He is so cute and hot and sense a liking towards him. Anyways! I spoke to him and he told me he is from Penang! I was like I am from Penang too! He said really? I thought you're from Vietnam or somewhere (ARGH!) So I said yeah and we started talking. He was very touchy, VERY! And guess what? I am turned on, normally I will get disguisted....

So after all the walking and stuff, he wanted to go to this club. I was so tired but I said I will meet him there. I was there and they had some show, drag queen shit and I was finding for him. There was this hot guy totally looking at me and if at any other time I would just go over and say hi but this time I was busy searching for the Penang guy, E. So I kept on searching for E and shit and was already pissed!

The music started, me with no alcohol, nobody to dance with just danced and then I saw him, flirting with some quite old looking guy! I was pissed, I walked over and touched him and he saw me and he smiled and we talked, he pushed his friend aside.

After talking we danced but he was dancing with this guy ok let's name this guy John..... He was dancing with John! And stuff, I dunno if he was trying to make me jealous. Then E's friend came, I forgot his name, he winked at me but I was too say disappointed in E to acknowledge anything. E walked away with John. E's friend followed, by that time I was too into dancing my disappointment out.

E's friend came back to me, he is hot but not my type. We danced and he got closer and closer and CLOSER. He was holding me, touching me all over. He tried to put his hands into my pants, that time I stopped him and whipered to him, no way it's gonna happen. He took it and he started kissing me, E saw it.

I kissed E's friend and I can see E was jealous, it's working. Ok let's give E's friend a name, say Pirate. So Pirate was totally enjoying the kiss while I was just dreading to kiss.... He tasted like beer and ashtray... Pfui!

So yeah we kissed like crazy and he was violent! He bit me and was like whispering sexual words to me, I was just over there dancing and pretending to be enjoying it while making E jealous. So I was too bored of Pirate and I went to the toilet to check if Pirate left any marks on my neck or stuff, none....Good

So when I went back, I got myself a shot of vodka and tequila, no effect, must be single shot this time. So I went back to the dance floor and E was dancing with John, useless! But he grabbed my hand and my crotch.... So typical... Anyways we danced with John and E was so totally slutting with John, and E came over to me and whispered, don't stare into the lights, they might blind you. I said thanks... I went to the side and they went to the side. So there was this song playing, something bout something and this sentence came to my mind, dance the sadness away. I closed my eyes and danced like there's no tomorrow....

Then I was bored cos at this time the crowd is leaving and only lovers or people who had found their shags leave behind. Pirate was still there.... Oh before that I was dancing on stage, everyone was looking and winking and smiling at me... I know I could be a whore sometimes... But Jason Lucas was there, ARGH that show off guy! Well Jason Lucas... It's a long story.......

So where was I? Oh yeah! Erm I walked to the back portion of the dance floor where there is much more space... I saw a guy which I know, I said hi.... He was like, so late? I told him, you're late, I have been here since 0030... He was flirting with this guy... I dun care, I danced and then Farouk camed, OMG we were so happy and we hugged and said hi and stuff and we danced a little, some of our friends, sorta came. We were crossed at me cos I was not at the bar before going to the club, well I did not tell them my agenda so I just said I came late and thought I should just go to the club....

So I danced a little and I left, I searched for E but I found Pirate and he kissed me and shit and he told me he has a partner, I was thinking great! And guess who's the partner? THE DRAG QUEEN who performed that night, the drag queen seriously did the operation for the boobs. I was like ok....

I do not know how many times Pirate kissed me or tried to... E was obviously jealous cos he wants to go home with Pirate as he does not have a place to stay. E is staying in a hostel....

So anyways!!! When I left, E looked so sad, and he said are you sure you wanna leave, I said yeah, what's left to stay? He was saying do you not wanna stay any longer? Well I said I am kind of tired and I wanna go home, you enjoy yourself with that guy and he was like, do you wanna go with me later? Haha I am so over it by then I just say, nah you enjoy yourself, I came searching for you but you were busy so I am bored of games. His eyes teary, I walked away....

The next morning or rather afternoon he smsed saying he did not follow pirate home and he stayed in the cyber cafe until he is able to enter his hostel. I asked why, he said Pirate was sad and drunk. Well I think I know why, before I left Pirate told me that he would like to go home with me, well obviously I did not for 2 reasons, he is not my type and he stays with his mom!

So I smiled to myself and went for lunch, E was depressed cos he told me that I did not follow him and he wanted me to accompany him, well too bad darling, maybe next time when I do not have to play games with you......

So after that he called..... The following day I left with E wanting me to do something for him in Penang, get his luguage keys cos he can't open the lock on his bag without the keys.... Well I am gonna take the key for him but I ain't no delivery boy, I am just doing a favour.....

John who was so clearly horny got dumped or maybe E gave him a blowjob in the restroom, who cares? Pirate was just put into a taxi and sent home, what a dramatic night......

I might have missed out some details cos I am too tired to type out everything, any questions, just write in, I'll reply....

ISH!

Some bitch stole my newly ordered t shirts from threadless, this is the 2nd time! Whoever who stole it from my letter box or mailbox, give it back! Go get your own threadless t shirts!

They Left

Most of my close or good friends are now away from the country, they are mostly not within the radius of 4 hours by flight. It is depressing. I left 1st cos she left like so damn fast, then erm N left, then G then S then F, did I forget to mention anyone? I dunno they left and now it seems so boring and empty over here.

It is not fair :(

S leaving such a surprise. He did not tell me, only the day before he's bout to fly. What a friend right?

This is a rant

Salzburg, Austria

On the way to city centre
The garden, it's kinda cute
Salzburg Central Station
The Church in the city, I don't remember the name
The house which Mozart was born in
A view from the castle on the mountains
This wood painting is just cute so I have to put it here

Travel Plans?

Well it is unconfirmed, but I have booked some tickets, sort some things up.

Sorry to those whom I told that I will be going back to Europe, it is not happening at least in March/April cos I found more interesting places to visit AND not to mention challenging.... Oh it's a backpacking trip!! So excited.

I am going to Kuala Lumpur, Vientiane, Hanoi, Ho Chin Minh, Bangkok and another Thai city, I dunno yet, I would love to go to the beach....

I am really really looking forward to this trip cos I always wanted to visit those places!!!

I will be gone from erm late March till 18th April I think.

I have not booked a return flight, BUT I have booked the flight to Vientiane, cos that's the city that I am most excited bout!

I planned everything by myself and I think I might be travelling alone, who cares? Right? BUT I'd love to have someone to follow me.....

Uh Raya is near :) I can so feel it

Class Chalet?

Before leaving Singapore, I had a class chalet, you little twerps!

I am angry! So freaking angry. You (classmates) dare to say that I drank so freaking much and asked if I was ok? Excuse mehhh??? I drank one of the most and I was sober, I cleaned up all of your vomits. Have to deal with bloody drunks AND have to wear your clothes for u guys cos the girls were freaking out seeing you baboons running around naked or semi naked, crawling around like insects and hugging every single thing.

A friendly advice: If you can't drink, don't!!!! Don't go say that I drank the vodka and 5 cans of beer and chase after me for finishing the alco, cos I know I can drink and I control myself and I did not want more drunk people in the chalet. Red does not equals to drunk. Fuck! Ooops did I just say fuck? Who cares???

Uhh while those turds were being drunk, me and the girls went to McDonalds, I had this mud pie thingy, OMG it's greater than great at that time, chocolate orgasm....

I wanted to bash those people up, I'm a drunk basher! Argh!!! Cleaning up a drunk's puke is smellier than changing baby's diapers! Shi Wei u owe me one! Nicholas as well, I saved your relationship with that girl, whoever it is! Jarrold! Jashawn! U drunk asses!!! Argh

I left in dawn cos I could not stand it anymore, I cleaned the house and vomit, make tea, bring food and shit so I am fucking off before the sun rises and I could see u guys having this after I-am-so-fucking-drunk state.

Rant over, bitches! See u in next semester when u guys are more sober.

Driving School!

Ok I have been postponing my driving lesson for like almost 2 years cos I do not like driving in Penang AND I was hoping for good public transport (like it's gonna be THAT soon!)

Driving school is bad well but I think it's ok except for the on the road thingy, it's not nice when you have a ass bitching instructor who thinks he is so darn smart. One morn he came like 30 mins early and I told him I just woke up, he nagged like some whatever...... I'm like WTF you said 10.30 and guess what he told me? Even aeroplanes can have delays, I said I know and he was like u know and blah blah blah, then I told him aeroplanes are part of my studies as well and he was like now you're so smart eh? I just shut up cos I am not in the mood to quarrel with my instructor. I'm like what does aeroplanes being delayed have to do with you coming early? And yesterday you were late and u screamed and me just because I asked where u were as I waited for you in some forest aka Bukit Minyak for almost 45 mins! Sucha mother freaker.....

I had my 1st accident! And it was not my fault, how can you overtake me at A junction AND that freaker did not stop! Ha! So it was not my fault and my instructor told me.

So I am doing some intensive thingy cos I am gonna leave Penang in a few weeks time. But I have break for a few days which means I do not have to see him..... I am wondering, should I complain? Better not, this is Penang, that freaker is gonna get back to me if I complained, I already complained that he was late and he humiliate me in public! Luckily I was in a good mood or else he would kiss his soul good bye and I mean it!

Did I say that he told me he is or was English-educated? He said once that I know you're from a Chinese school and you might not know this in English..... My mind was like OH MY FREAKING GOD you did not just say that biatch! He refuse to speak to me in English and he mixes A LOT he speaks the Penang dialect which is fine by me and he was like saying don't you go to school and shit? I am like I do I am just having holidays. What's up with him??? Jealous or something? I spoke English to him and he refuses to speak English to me, so I am wondering if HE could speak proper English. I am not from some racist breeding vernacular school k, kiss my steering wheel.....

PS: I did come out with this statement that vernacular school breeds racism BUT all vernacular school students whom I know agress with moi so shut the freak up just in case....

Back Home

I have been back home for like say 2 weeks, have been having driving school, sent a friend off and tomorrow another friend is leaving, everyone is so smart that they are going overseas to study :( Which is actually a good thing!

Being home is great so far I guess..... I turned 20 and guess what? My family forgot bout it... So typical, even my friends remember it. The verdict? We had lunch and my parents and I went to Queensbay Mall and we waiting for this darn bus for like almost 3 hours just to go home. My dad can't drive cos he just got his eye operation.....

Went out a little and stuff, I dunno what to say but I have other stories....

Scary Berry

Ok seriously, I have been keeping track and reading lots and really lots of stuff about North Korea. I read and watch videos and stuff about them. If I could, I'll wanna safe all the North Koreans out of that Prison Country(as I call it)

Life is horrible there and you're practically nothing, life is worthless. Doesn't Kim Jong-il feel for the people? Why can't someone just assassinate him?

I've watch a video footage of North Koreans who ran away from their country to seek asylum, some were lucky and some weren't very lucky. I was wonder why does China not accept those asylum seekers. Do you think that they would be happy fleeing the country that they were born in? I don't think so. Everyone loves their home country somehow or the other, it's just that due to some shitty circumstances, they had to flee for their own and family's well being.

I'd really hope that China would open up. I mean they have already like more than a billion people, why not just let those North Koreans seek asylum by sending them to other countries(and I don't mean back to North Korea)?

Just the sight of North Korea's flag gives me the shivers.......

Someone ought to change this, it feels like it's worst than the Nazi period in Germany......

What is happening to this world?

Results!

I got my exam results today, well I had my exams like 3 weeks ago and I was dead sick! I had asthma, flu and fever, so I was like hoping for the worst but actually, I did quite good. I am shocked myself :) Well was not expecting results to be out today. I woke up at like 15:45 and I saw my mobile, there is was a text from an unknown number saying exam results for 070....I

I am still wondering if I should post my exam results.... Well what the hell!

Logistics and Supply Chain Management: A
Management Science: B
Operations Management: C+
Purchasing Principles and Practices: B
Design in Culture: D (The tutor is one hell of a bitch, seriously he is and he is sorta blind too cos he did not look at the small details properly!)

So well I was happy cos I got a better grade than what I got for my coursework, which means I did well for my papers! Which is shocking cos I am not the kind of person who are able to memorize stuff. Well for my coursework before exams were:

Logistics and Supply Chain Management: A
Management Science: B+
Operations Management: D+
Purchasing Principles and Practices: C+

It's an improvement :)

Who knew a person who rarely studied and not to mention extremely sick did well for his papers. I guess maybe I was paranoid and I wanted to go home to visit my family made me study say maybe 3 hours which, obviously helped :)

I am so relieved. I'll be having a class chalet tomorrow. Kinda looking forward to it.

Toodles

From Asia to Europe

Changi Beach, Singapore


Fountain of Wealth, Singapore


Danube River, Salzburg, Austria


Hannover Central Station, Hannover, Germany


Disclaimer:
All photos in my blog are taken by me, I am not a professional photographer so take it or leave it.

Quotes

It only takes a second to say "I love you" but a lifetime to show it

l'amour est peut être la phase plus difficile dans la vie (Love is perhaps the most difficult part of life)

Sexual attraction is cheap, commonplace and it doesn't last

Friends come and go but good friends stay with you forever

Can't Wait

If there is one show that I can't wait to see in the cinemas is Mamma Mia! I love the trailer so much and the singing thingy, it amazes me and I can't stop singing those ABBA songs now, addicted to them.

My favourite songs so far in this movie are Lay All Your Love On Me. Here's the Mamma Mia version and Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! and also! Winner Takes It All

Movie Review: Wall E

Well I went to a last minute movie thingy and I decided to watch Wall E with my friend. It was ok. I like Eve a lot, so my kind of robot.

Wall E is a robot that is created to clear up the mass that is left on Earth while most of the humans are in a spaceship in another galaxy.... Humans got so obese that they would not even get up by themselves. So Eve was sent to Earth to search some life thingy or some key and Wall E fell in love with her.

I would give it an OK, not that spectacular but it gives you something to think about cos the Earth is like sort of dying now, maybe in future we'd be like that. Maybe there's a hidden message like save the Earth or something.

You could watch it if you want to but I'll just say go watch it cos it's cute, funny and also touching. So get your movie tickets now!

Movie Review: Money Not Enough 2

This is a local Singaporean production. I think this movie is really good as it shows the current issues that people are facing in Singapore and to some in Malaysia...

It was suppose to be a funny film or something, I think I have watched the 1st episode but I am unsure if I did or if I could recall it.

It is in Chinese and also a Chinese dialect called Hokkien, which is spoken in several parts of Malaysia, Singapore, Taiwan and Indonesia. But it varies as Singaporean Hokkien is different from the Hokkien in Penang and stuff....

This movie is bout 3 brothers rushing to get rich and at the end they fall to their low and realises that what is really important to them. Meanwhile their mother are sort of getting a little bit senile or perhaps just testing them but how much they love her. It is really sad and I cried, like cried cried and I dun normally cry in films, this is the 3rd movie that actually made me cry so yeah.

Here's the trailer
Not really a good trailer but trust me, the show is touching

A quote from the song about the mother:

You dotted their lives and you love them unconditionally but look where are you lying now? You seem to be unimportant to them and you treated you like trash (not 100% accurate but I tried my best)

What is our society going into? I guess it is really all about the money.

Mr K aka my ex told me once, his goals is to collect as much money as possible cos he wants to live the high life....... Well you know what? Money isn't gonna remember you or appreciate you, loved ones are.